Obsessive Divine

The divine can be seen as being obsessed with your spiritual evolution. Every
avenue and every angle and every condition that can be given for your grace to
be expressed has been given and continues to be given. We are surrounded with
these opportunities even though only a very few are able to get through our Maya
– our illusion.

Always in the back ground is the Divine connection working to build upon our
advances and even those experiences that may not feel like advances. For every
opportunity towards the enlightened state there are many pieces of a puzzle put
into place by the inner divinity to bring out our most cherished ideals and our
most despised expressions. It is from these options that we are allowed to
sculpt our own journey into enlightenment.

Never are we alone in this. Always just out of sight or in plain sight is our
ever present divine helping and assisting and modulating our interactions. We
are given news from "out of the blue" or we meet a stranger that has just the
right characteristics to work with us in ways that cannot be seen as a chance
meeting. We are compelled to bend down and pick up that pretty rock just as
debris from a nearby accident fly's over where our head was situated only
moments before. Such a pretty rock! Such a beautiful life that was just saved by
the divine imperative.

Kundalini brings out even greater levels of response and invitation from the
divine. We are often thrust into a life of pain from an early age. Karma will
need to be paid. So we accept this and in our early lives and even through out
our lives we pay that Karmic debt. Yet as we pay that debt so are we graced with
the freedom that comes from that payment. We are raped and beaten and starved.
We are tortured in so many ways. Yet from such torment comes the jewel of grace
that has been released from that karma.

Divinity allows us to have the opportunity to have the karma come and to be
survived. We are also given many happy and loving gifts as well.
These will often be overshadowed by the harder opportunities though. The
obsessive divine will allow the gain from the pain to be received. It will
encourage the person to go further and further into the best choices for that
persons ascent into the enlightened state.

We are never alone in this life. Every thought and attitude and emotion is seen
and noted. Every action and inaction is seen and noted and figured into the next
equation for the spiritual evolution. Trust that you are being given the best
opportunities for your development at this time. Know that there is great
importance to what you do and how you do what you do. Understand that Kundalini
is not accidental no matter how it was awakened. There are great forces at work
and taking extreme interest in your development. Go forward into grace and do
not feel abandoned or forgotten because you are not and you never will be! –
blessings - chrism