As I sit waiting for my devotion with Chrism Kundalini today, (I usually sit and
meditate for a few minutes prior to him calling for our weekly appt.) I
start to think about a post I saw on fb yesterday that read something
like, “Those who have or need a flesh teacher do so because they are
ego driven”, or at least that was the sentiment. I disagree
wholeheartedly and here is why; the
very thing that the flesh teacher within a Kundalini context does is
directly assault the ego. In any and all of its forms.
The flesh teacher is used by the Kundalini to trigger the very things within the student that need to be amplified in order to be burned in the holy fire of redemption and blessed grace. The areas in the student that still needs blockages removed and karmic bonds broken and resolved are what the teacher unwittingly does for the student. The teacher is often unaware until working with each student for a time and receiving also the feedback of the students kundalini communication as to exactly what areas and to what extent his/her effects are having.
But make no mistake-if the Kundalini can use a flesh teacher to get you to a certain area or point in a quicker sped up karmic pattern then a flesh teacher you shall have. If what you need is to stew in your own ego for a period of years alone-then that is what you will have. If you are in total surrender to your kundalini and that kundalini is fully integrated and you no longer carry the pain and emotional blockages from youth or past lifetimes then you may not need a flesh teacher any longer. But to make the assumption that somehow having a teacher makes you somehow egotistical is just not true in the Kundalini equation. If something is given-make no mistake-there is indeed a reason.
And as I sat in meditation, the answer that came through for me was that I am to continue with my flesh teacher in order to work THROUGH the pain. Work through the karmic remnants that remain. Allow the emotional body to be triggered so I know what areas I am still holding on to deep pain and use this opportunity to grow to the next level in my equation while I still have a body. And lastly having the opportunity to have a flesh teacher is just that-AN OPPORTUNITY-should you wish to take it or not.
The flesh teacher is used by the Kundalini to trigger the very things within the student that need to be amplified in order to be burned in the holy fire of redemption and blessed grace. The areas in the student that still needs blockages removed and karmic bonds broken and resolved are what the teacher unwittingly does for the student. The teacher is often unaware until working with each student for a time and receiving also the feedback of the students kundalini communication as to exactly what areas and to what extent his/her effects are having.
But make no mistake-if the Kundalini can use a flesh teacher to get you to a certain area or point in a quicker sped up karmic pattern then a flesh teacher you shall have. If what you need is to stew in your own ego for a period of years alone-then that is what you will have. If you are in total surrender to your kundalini and that kundalini is fully integrated and you no longer carry the pain and emotional blockages from youth or past lifetimes then you may not need a flesh teacher any longer. But to make the assumption that somehow having a teacher makes you somehow egotistical is just not true in the Kundalini equation. If something is given-make no mistake-there is indeed a reason.
And as I sat in meditation, the answer that came through for me was that I am to continue with my flesh teacher in order to work THROUGH the pain. Work through the karmic remnants that remain. Allow the emotional body to be triggered so I know what areas I am still holding on to deep pain and use this opportunity to grow to the next level in my equation while I still have a body. And lastly having the opportunity to have a flesh teacher is just that-AN OPPORTUNITY-should you wish to take it or not.
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