Surrender through the pain

Elizabeth Daulton Gonzalez‎Kundalini Awakening!

As I sit waiting for my devotion with Chrism Kundalini today, (I usually sit and meditate for a few minutes prior to him calling for our weekly appt.) I start to think about a post I saw on fb yesterday that read something like, “Those who have or need a flesh teacher do so because they are ego driven”, or at least that was the sentiment. I disagree wholeheartedly and here is why; the very thing that the flesh teacher within a Kundalini context does is directly assault the ego. In any and all of its forms.

The flesh teacher is used by the Kundalini to trigger the very things within the student that need to be amplified in order to be burned in the holy fire of redemption and blessed grace. The areas in the student that still needs blockages removed and karmic bonds broken and resolved are what the teacher unwittingly does for the student. The teacher is often unaware until working with each student for a time and receiving also the feedback of the students kundalini communication as to exactly what areas and to what extent his/her effects are having.

But make no mistake-if the Kundalini can use a flesh teacher to get you to a certain area or point in a quicker sped up karmic pattern then a flesh teacher you shall have. If what you need is to stew in your own ego for a period of years alone-then that is what you will have. If you are in total surrender to your kundalini and that kundalini is fully integrated and you no longer carry the pain and emotional blockages from youth or past lifetimes then you may not need a flesh teacher any longer. But to make the assumption that somehow having a teacher makes you somehow egotistical is just not true in the Kundalini equation. If something is given-make no mistake-there is indeed a reason.

And as I sat in meditation, the answer that came through for me was that I am to continue with my flesh teacher in order to work THROUGH the pain. Work through the karmic remnants that remain. Allow the emotional body to be triggered so I know what areas I am still holding on to deep pain and use this opportunity to grow to the next level in my equation while I still have a body. And lastly having the opportunity to have a flesh teacher is just that-AN OPPORTUNITY-should you wish to take it or not.

Kundalini and Bi-Polar Disorder
There are many causes for Bi polar disorder and not one cause can be given complete authority over its expression in the body and mind. If you feel that you may have this or you have been told such from an authority figure and If your Kundalini is not awakened please consider the actions of Chi upon the nadis. Have you considered the incursion of an entity(s) into the conscious matrix? And what of Karma and its exacting balance?
This opens up a broad subject matter. Kundalini expression can have "similar" expressions of bipolar disorder symptoms and yet it would not be that at all just as chicken pox isnt poison oak, poison ivy or poison sumac. Or a Shark bite isnt the bite of a Lion. They are both bites made from fangs but from completely different sources.

Bipolar disorder can have the Kundalini as a source but it is not a necessity, not an absolute. This would then fall into the category of Kundalini Syndrome. Inside of this "syndrome" there would be other accompanied Kundalini phenomena and symptoms that would relate to the Kundalini transformation upon and within the person.
If you feel you are suffering from such an affliction or have been told you are "here" in this group you are in a unique and positive position to determine what and how your personal experience is arising from. That you are here does speak of a Kundalini resource for a balancing of your symptoms and this can also occur.
So welcome my friend and please have a look at the safeties protocols as given here:

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Kundalini Contract

Many of us have had excellent parental education about some of the basic tenants of the Kundalini awakening protocols. We have been taught to forgive and to do nice things for others and for society. We have been taught the difference between good actions and not so good actions, right and wrong according to the laws and programming of our particular society and how to move within the social boundaries of our culture.

This is not what the safeties are about.
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These protocols are for the preparation and stability of a physical organism going through metaphysical transformation. When we demonstrate these actions of preparation and stability we are sending a very strong and clear message to that which is causing the transformation. We are sending a message through frequencies of thought, intention, and action that support these changes and actually encourage them within ranges of stability and knowledge. Knowledge given through the application of "specific knowledge" understood more as a language rather than mere collected information.

In many ways Kundalini flows along expressions of frequency. Love as a frequency or the many aspects of love as frequencies that flow and follow and build and replace other frequency structures that no longer serve the grace that has come into the individuals life. These emanations of grace form new bonds and new harmonic structures that serve as energetic relay points of love and its multi faceted expression of divine love throughout the five bodies of human expression.

A new blood of divine heritage the "Sang Réal", the blood royal has been released into the system.

As one practices and begins to communicate the safeties protocols as a new intentional exclamation of intention into the Kundalini awakening agenda this language of the safeties begins to take shape and form into levels of trust between the individual and the Kundalini. A contract in many ways is being built upon trust and truth. A contract between the individual and the sacred divine Kundalini. This contract can save your life within the many changes that can come within the Kundalini transformation. It can also bring about the entrance of the Kundalini into the human system for those searching for its expression.

Practice these protocol's as if you are speaking the language of the divine. If you want the presence of the divine within you then learn to speak this language. Learn to speak it with truth and clarity backed up by truthful actions. Keep your agreements with this grace and it will keep its agreements with you. Break them? Sometimes second chances are not given and sometimes great trial and tribulation that perfectly matches the opposite of amazing and beautiful expressions of light and love and joy and bliss can be given in the form of shadow experiences that we may learn the value of such agreements.

These protocols are the language of divine Kundalini. Do not be fooled by their simplicity. Do not be lazy in their application and do make them an everyday occurrence in your life as you encounter the most powerful force a human can hold while still expressing through physical matter. - chrism

Kundalini will take you right of your familiar comfort zone of reality and daily living expectations. So be prepared to experience this and make as many adjustments as you need to in order to allow this to occur.

Many aspects will also remain the same and you will acclimate to those that are different no worries but at first it can be a shock. We go slowly here for safe inculcation of the Kundalini that these areas can be accumulated gradually and with out a danger to your sanity or ability to function in the society you are familiar with. But there will be some changes.

Your idea of God or "divinity" may be altered. Your acceptance of life and consciousness outside the physical dimension may be insisted upon. Sensations of completely foreign to the person up to the point of Kundalini are a common theme.

The automatic postures of the Kriya, the 360 degree viewing, the sudden heat or the sudden cold temps without an environmental equivalent. Swollen ductless glands and the hyper expression of the endocrine functions can all add up to a "unique" experience. That’s why we go slowly. Trying as best we can to not over do an already strange and phenomena laden experience.

This is why the "safeties" are used as a practice and a tool of governance with regard to the Shaktipat I give. That as you practice what you can hold safely, will come to you.

Kundalini is at once a bridge and a joining of the realities that extend and yet are part of this physical expression. Many places at one time and many other options from which to interact.

You may find some of it fear inducing as much from its strangeness as well as the surprise that it is "really" happening. But the love that comes from this experience can greatly reduce this as you go into it consciously and are not thrown into it too quickly.
- blessings -

~Chrism ~

Unspeakable Kundalini

Love is the path but pain is the speed on that path. It is a beautiful transformation from our Kundalini but the cup must be emptied before the divine wine can be added. So the sacred feminine helps us to empty the glass of our "self." This is not always a comfortable experience.

We are guided into those areas of detoxification and into the purification of our soul. We are guided and taught the truth of our nature and we are gifted with the invitation to consciously change our attitudes and desires and personality traits.
To become unspeakable. This is the new horizon. To transform beyond our current limitations into the unlimited consciousness of the divine flesh. That which has no meaning or reference point for the mundane mental or emotional construct but can only be felt through the unified bliss of the Kundalini divine merge.
We become that with which we merge. And it becomes us.
There is pain sometimes within these levels of change. The pain sharpens our understandings and allows us to not be distracted by our egotistic wants and desires and illusions. When the shroud of the heavenly veil is pulled back and we can see what exists behind our five sense reality it can be a very shocking experience.
To bring us into the preparation for such an experience we are given the opportunity to come into the higher frequencies. This raising of frequency can be painful as we struggle to make sense of that which we cannot yet understand.
So we suffer. We suffer through the loss of the familiar and we suffer through the introduction of the strange and unfamiliar. We are forced to trust and that isnt easy.
Often amidst such struggle the beauty of the Kundalini permeates the air we breathe and the feelings of loving bliss surge through our bodies helping us through the caress of loving grace to accept what is being given. Even as we fight it. The ego does not always give up willingly and it is that clash with the divine agenda where much of the pain is created.
You will never again be who you once were. You will always retain the memories and reference points but a new way will be shown and followed. A way of grace and a way of expanded awareness. Before that comes though you must empty the glass of your old five sense configuration of how you think you are and how your expectations of life are to be lived.
You must surrender everything to the Kundalini.
Stop depending on the old thought and emotional patterns of how life in the mundane is to be lived. She will often just take away your cognitive dexterity. You wont be able to think or organize your thoughts along the lines of the old patterns of the mundane life. And if you try you will find yourself unable to go forward or backward or anywhere. You can become caught in a level of force depriving you of creating decisions.
Typically this is only used when the person refuses to surrender. So give yourself into this Kundalini transformation willingly. Stop resisting if you are. Stop fearing it and move with the current of this massive interior river of beauty and joy and divine strength. You have infinite consciousness to gain. Infinite understanding and eternal love. - chrism

Kundalini and the Practice

There is a momentum that is created when a practice is done every day. This is very important as this momentum can carry you into areas of experience and expression that cannot be reached until a certain RPM so to speak has been reached. This repeated action joined with intention is what one needs to lift or raise into areas where the spiritual becomes an expression of solidity.

It isn't that the spiritual has lowered itself into the mundane expression but it is that you have raised your self into the spiritual expression and can now sense the firmness of the higher firmament.
Kundalini is like a coil that unwinds itself with in you. Sometimes with a burst and sometimes like a serpent being charmed out of its abode at the base of your spine. Slowly winding and spiraling up the spine infusing as it goes. Either of these scenarios will work. The latter is the preferred model as it allows one to adjust to the extreme changes that will most definitely take place.
A continued and committed practice of the safeties done by you in a way that works best for you over a period of time will produce the best results. These protocols act as a conditioning and a strengthening of the many components of the body that will become very well known to you during a Kundalini infusion.
In addition the continued and repeated practice allows you to have the gift of a stronger and more sensitive reception of many of the early precursor symptoms that can give you a warning that a Kundalini event is about to occur. This can be very useful for a premiere event and can help you to flow with and surrender to the tremendous force that is awakening.
So do your practice every day. Find the time for the repetition. Go into it with joy and thanks giving that there is even a practice that recognizes the direct flesh to Kundalini contact that many of the esoteric schools are afraid to even approach let alone utter due to its immense majesty and its mystery when the person at last has reached a point of receiving it with in them.
This is the "Great Work" as the ancient alchemists used to write of. The turning of the base person into a luminous exalted being of light housed in flesh. The inception of an expressed divinity that all can feel and see. This is your "Great Work". Be that greatness every day. - blessings - chrism
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Kundalini Safeties

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