Some Kundalini Signs and Symptoms

From a student.
1. Hot flushes

2. Rashes

3. Scratches on body (these can be entities too)

4. Skin Peeling off

5. Dizziness

6. Pressures or poking in different body parts (all over the body)

7. high heart Beats

8. Migraine like pain in the head/neck or other body part

9. Vibrations in the entire body or some parts of the body ( like vibrations when you hit a gong)

10. Body moving like a snake in the bed when sleeping, or sleeping straight or with one leg touching another in triangle form or hands up.

11. Making mudra's anytime time of the day and night. While walking too.

12. Making various sounds again any time. I am feeling my throat is so powerful.

13. Seeing synchronicity (various numbers, feathers, signs - my take is don't get overly attached. They are such blessings when you need them but don't let them consume you)

14. Of course various kriyas where my body parts do various moves. List is endless here. may fav is when my toungue is out and I feel Kali. 😍 These can trigger any time as well. For me, they are esp in meditation or I visit a place that has some connection spiritually or with my past life's or when universe want to draw my focus on something. They can began at times in office or public places too. Very embarrassing lol but i love it. Kriyas include dancing too.

15. I also touch my body a lot like a Mom touching a baby's body. Giving love and healing to it.

16. Emotional kriyas like crying or smiling blissfully anytime. It can happen together also suddenly crying and right after smiling for no reason or vice versa. Crazy eh! ;)

17. Increased creativity

18. Vivid dreams.

19. Changing sleep patterns. (There are times when I could sleep for crazy no of hrs in a day and then there are times when I just cannot sleep)

20. Change in food choices to get nutrients your body need. Btw I was almost a vegetarian and there were times I am digging into the Shells and bones. They were such high intensity spiritual experiences as if I turn into Shakti that is so fierce. It also made me understand my animal instincts. Very important lesson. Also, NO to alcohol and caffeine.

21. Removal of fears - I would jump at a sight lizard or cockroach or spiders but now they are my friends. Fear test by Shakti are a normal phenomenon too.

22. Change in TV habits - i was hooked to game of thrones initially and then suddenly I just could not bear the blood. During initial stages such program can invite entities too. I suddenly stopped it. It was a sudden shift. Now I just can't bear the thought of watching game of thrones or any such programs.

23. Visions. I see things the moment I close my eyes. I go to sleep with various visions. Now it's become a habit. Earlier I used to search for answers now I just let it be. They are beautiful experiences. It's very normal too.

24. Hearing various sounds (for me special one is the fairy ones when they showed me there presence) ☺️

25. Increased connection with Cosmos and Earth

26. Increased curiosity in various topics like science, history, language, religion, symbols, mathematics, crystals, spiritual awakening, chakras, patterns, Vedas etc (I am surprised about science, history never liked them in the past)

27. Love with geometric shapes and numbers

28. Being alone feels sooooo good!

29. Increased drive to help others

30. Increasing knowing of self... good and both both. Want to do self work till it feels right.

31. I could feel other persons negativity so easily that could tear me apart now learnt how to stay in my own energy.

32. Unconditional love for all beings (those we can see and those we can't). Forgiveness becomes much easier too.

33. Feeling that we are all same just going through different journeys

34. Connection with the other worlds. Please go through Chrism's videos and writings.

35. Seeing Colours, energetic vibrations with open eyes.

36. Heightened senses

37. Feeling the subtle shifts in energy (still need to work on it)

38. Increased or decrease in body weight and Feeling beautiful in your own skin. Helping me a lot.

39. Learning the importance of internalizing. On the surface we know stuff but unless and until we go through or internalize we don't understand the real meaning of it. Really Really important for the self-work!

40. Feeling at peace with oneself (this happens to me in intervals may be cos my work is still on)

41. Chrism's Safeties - no words for it, gotta follow them if you want to be on this path.

42. Other souls, animals insects get attracted to you!

43. Killing a small being like a fly, cockroach, ant, spider, anything that's part of nature is equal to killing a human! So, a big NO. At the same time learning that killing for consumption is ok because of law of nature. Not for fun!

44. Outer body experience (happened once, when I could truly feel my subtle body coming out, but sometimes I am just flying in dream) - not much experience with it

45. Connection with gods of other religion, they are all the same anyway.

46. Connection to fire, water, soil, plants, animals, etc (I went through that in stages).

47. Learning that you are complete and whole within yourself. You don't need others to complete you (esp twin flame, soulmate etc - for those who believe in these concepts)

48. Most importantly, More and more connection with the teacher and Shiva Shakti in the waking life. Like, they are always there to protect me but I need to obey too.

This is what I can currently think of. I still got to go through many more experiences I am sure. But I hope this is helpful to some.

Flames of Refinement

When we burn in these ways there can be very few options other than to suffer the pain and not resist the changes being forced by divine grace. We cannot run away as these flames come from within. We may not even be able to run from the triggers that bring this pain up such as a teacher or a friend or a circumstance or a situation.

The questions come to mind - Why must we be so pained when it comes to losing the attachments of the ego? Why must it hurt? Can we not move into the release from these qualities voluntarily?

Sometimes we can change within those areas that we are aware of and sometimes not as we are not always aware of that which is beyond the conscious ability to discern. So the Kundalini places us in situations and scenarios that bring up these issues for release. The analogy of "the flames" is that it often goes against our comfort zones to have this occur and it can hurt.

Change is rarely easy inside of this teaching. We enjoy our complacency of knowing who and how we are and we do not always feel the need to clean out from under the carpet those issues and elements of the ego that will often block our progress if not given the opportunity to be exposed by the Kundalini. We will happily go through life thinking that we are "fine just the way we are" with no need to change or modify our inner and outer environments.

The Kundalini will then force the issue if we resist overly much and from that level of enforced guidance we will resist typically even more. This is where some of the pain comes from. Other pains come from the understanding that we are not going to escape this and that we are not able to share this with others. We are alone in this inner cleansing.

With that solitary confinement it is even more of a painful experience as we no longer have the familiar structures of healing and happiness to lean on. We are forced to comply with the Kundalini and if we continue to resist then a Kundalini based fragmentation can occur. These can last for years.

So we struggle and we writhe in our inner agony. We lash out and we blame and we project outward from our own responsibilities in order to avoid or to discredit that which is forcing us to change. We try to run away from that which is within us as our inner demons chase us into circles of exhaustion.

A "star chamber" is a description of a place of extreme five body pressure from all sides. When the pressure builds to a certain degree the star bursts into its brilliance and shines brightly. It is that way with us as we enter into the Kundalini refining fire. The process itself though is quite difficult and when inside of a vertical ascension process it can be difficult to the extreme.

Do your best to surrender to the Kundalini or to the teacher it has assigned you. Do not resist the changes of your inner personality or your behaviors of the ego. Let yourself be given completely into the Kundalini grace and if the flames reach out to you embrace them right back and bathe in them for the brilliance of the burn will fade in its difficulty as you do so leaving a bright Kundalini star in its wake. - chrism

 

Snake Dance

SNAKE DANCE

Someday you may find yourself being forced by the Kundalini to walk in a certain way. Its a bobbing and weaving sort of walk. A gyrating and spiral way of moving within the idea of what we would call walking or standing still. This is the snake dance.

Named for the Shakti serpent that is bringing this to the individual. Some 30 percent of Kundalini activating people will have this occur within their Kundalini process. It is varied in its expression so not the same for everyone.

These are a series of Kriya, spontaneous movements of the physical body, that will not follow the commands of the ego self completely as a normal person would experience. The Kriyas blend into the normal modes of movement such as walking and in that blending the movement itself is changed. One may start to stagger or lean one way or another. Sometimes even looking a bit inebriated but that is not the case. Eventually a rhythm is found and so it becomes a dance.

Because it is a blending of control over the body at first there is a lack of coordination as the ego resists the movement and the Kundalini forces it. Eventually a form of spiral walking begins to develop. With head bobbing up and down and sideways as in the classic Egyptian side to side neck movement is mixed into the forward side to side hip leading, knee bending locomotive expression. It will often seem as of the individual is impaired in some way.

This is not a snake dance as shown through films or choreographed dance movements for a show or someone trying to worship the serpent through some human ego inspired dance routine. In most cases the person does not begin this willingly at all and is quite surprised to see that this is occurring. Also it would not be an easy thing to replicate as these are divinely inspired movements that are taking place.

This is not about holding a snake or dancing in front of serpents as is often depicted in religious or entertainment based programs. Happens to both men and woman.

It is a transitory experience. It can be frightening for the individual having this especially not knowing what it is and also frightening for those who know the person and wonder why or what has occurred to make this so. It is not to be feared rather it is to be surrendered to.

The expression is unique for all. It will not follow my description though there will be very strong similarities as this is not a dance that is taught through fancy footwork but rather a Kundalini phenomena and a tactile visual movement based expression of grace as it flows and blends itself into the body. It is a beautiful dance when it isnt resisted. - chrism

Kundalini Slave

                                     

We are slaves to grace. This is a truth. Anything that can take a person over from within and change the life of that person or control the life in such drastic ways is indeed the master of that person.

Our sex life is controlled and changed by the Kundalini. Our dietary habits are controlled. Our sleeping patterns are controlled. Our energy requirements are controlled. Our physical movements are controlled. Our ability to think or focus and memory all are controlled by the Kundalini. We are often given only one option within the Kundalini and that is to surrender to it. Surrender to its administration and domination of our life. If she gives you to a physical teacher then you are slave to those teachings as well. It is an honor and a blessing to be so owned and operated, but I wont sugar coat this as it can be amazingly difficult too. The outcome is as close to the divine embodiment as the mundane flesh can become.

For it is in the mundane that we are able to hone the heavenly gifts that follow its ownership of our destiny and its direction of our transformation into the divine grace. We are becoming semi divine through the enlightenment that the awakened Kundalini provides. We are chained by the flesh to this earth yet free within the infinity of heaven. The two that are one and the one that is two.

By having the surrender placed upon the human in such a forceful and continuous way we are being placed within the pressure cooker of having to hone the skills of surrender before you are given the gifts of grace. This will ensure a quality of grace and divine skill that flows from you in as "surrendered to the divine within" way as possible. Not coming from the competitive, predator based motivations and thoughts and feelings of the ego.

As we are redirected by the Kundalini in our lives and in our expressions of life we learn that to resist is a mistake and that to surrender is to allow the grace of the divine to enter into us and to change what we once were into the expression of grace upon this world in physical form. We do this by having both the mundane skills and the heavenly skills at the same time.

It is in the dual world application of heavenly gifts and mundane gifts that we learn to discern the correct use of power from the divine point of reference rather than that of the ego.

By having this opportunity come to you in such a way speaks of the great gifts coming to you but also that the Kundalini wants you and is forcing you to let go of the old ideologies and expectations and attachments first before she places power in your conscious abilities. You must surrender as much as you can and even further than that as she takes you over. You must become a willing slave. lol. She wants you to become the servant first and the best possible servant before becoming the leader or the master. This surrender is also refining and sharpening all five bodies of the human into a vehicle that can express grace without ego involvement. From the Kundalini slave to the Kundalini grace. That is the price of your freedom. - chrism

Mt. Kundalini

Often within the Kundalini we are given challenges that will seem monumental. Mountains so high we cannot see the tops just the ice cold snowy reaches dissappearing into the clouds of our Kundalini agenda. We can be compelled to go where no others can go. Only the gifted Kundalini people will go there or even be able to survive there.

It is a land of extremes. Extreme beauty, extreme love, extreme strength, extreme trust, extreme compassion, extreme honesty.....extreme challenges.

Even the air is thick with energies that are at times so strong and overpowering like walking into a cloud of electricity and at other times so soft and gentle and loving that one may seem to be floating with the clouds of creation. These energies can change without warning as we follow the paths of those Kundalini saints that have come before us. We travel in the footsteps clearly left by the Christs and the Ishtars' and Buddha's and Isis, the Athena's, Astarte's, the Kwan Yin's, the Shakti, the Krishna's and the Allah's and all of those who have left us true divine paths to follow. This writing is about some of those paths.

As we approach those inviting, haunting, frightening, loving, and beautiful hieghts we begin to be prepared for the climb. We begin to be changed from who we once were into another person. A person who can express and embody the greater inner expressions, the exaltations and attitudes of divine grace. One who can breathe that thin air of the Kundalini transformation which is sometimes not breathing at all!

The tools of the climb become awakened within us. We are stripped naked in the chill cold of the sacred feminine, yet we are warmed by the inner Sun. Our heart rates are expanded into the new extreme of rapid and the slowness of beating. Same with our blood pressure up and down in its vascular journey.

Our mind can go from extremes in dullness to extremes in brilliance with every sacred step as we are transformed through the inner expansions of total innocence to total trust. New climbing tools arrive from within us as we slowly climb our way out of the densities of expectation and attachment of societal programming. We become lighter and more freedom is given from grace.

We may experience blockages on our path up the Holy Kundalini mountain and there is no going around them. As soon as you thought you have gone around it the boulder of blockage moves right back in front of you again and again and in these ways are we forced to contend with our inner ego strategies of avoidance or resistance to the changes being made.

We are no longer the victim of our Karma for we embrace our Karma.

We are no longer the fruit of the insult that has opened within us the signposts of grace giving us the new way forward.The thief has been forgiven and received our love. The rapist has been forgiven and compassionately held by the strength and expantion of our divine love. The murderer no longer has the power to end life but is also forgiven and transformed by our radiance of loving forgiveness. We do not have any choice in these changes for when the mantle of grace has been placed upon our shoulders and within our heart and mind there is no option of removal. Nothing the ego can do will reverse the melding of grace that is upon us and within us and around us.

Even so the ego will resist. It will refuse the heavenly parents as it strives to have its way of revenge or avoidance or blame or guilt or any of the traits and trajectories of its "will" being recognized. Yet that hand of direct intervening grace will gently and lovingly allow the ego to witness itself through its actions and thoughts and hatreds and anger formats. What the ego does not realize or want to understand is that all of the trials and tribulations, pain and confusion, tears and screams and sobbing, laughters and joys and loves and loves loss in the swirling tumble of the broken heart, has all been placed there purposefully. It has been arranged for the ego to feel this and move through it not only giving redemption for the karma but also the refinement of the individual away from the mundane expressions that are of the old life.

Its these new tools from transformation that help us to climb these hieghts and to make these new choices which in turn allow us to climb higher and higher into ourselves and our realizations. We climd and we coelesece into the omini drectional attiudes and thoughts and expressions of the saint. For the barefeet of the saint is the snowshoe of grace. Within the heart of the saint is the rythmic beating of the divine heart. Your heart as you combine with the kundalini. - chrism

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