Monday, September 16, 2019



Some Kundalini Signs and Symptoms

From a student.
1. Hot flushes

2. Rashes
3. Scratches on body (these can be entities too)
4. Skin Peeling off
5. Dizziness
6. Pressures or poking in different body parts (all over the body)
7. high heart Beats
8. Migraine like pain in the head/neck or other body part
9. Vibrations in the entire body or some parts of the body ( like vibrations when you hit a gong)
10. Body moving like a snake in the bed when sleeping, or sleeping straight or with one leg touching another in triangle form or hands up.
11. Making mudra's anytime time of the day and night. While walking too.
12. Making various sounds again any time. I am feeling my throat is so powerful.
13. Seeing synchronicity (various numbers, feathers, signs - my take is don't get overly attached. They are such blessings when you need them but don't let them consume you)
14. Of course various kriyas where my body parts do various moves. List is endless here. may fav is when my toungue is out and I feel Kali. 😍 These can trigger any time as well. For me, they are esp in meditation or I visit a place that has some connection spiritually or with my past life's or when universe want to draw my focus on something. They can began at times in office or public places too. Very embarrassing lol but i love it. Kriyas include dancing too.
15. I also touch my body a lot like a Mom touching a baby's body. Giving love and healing to it.
16. Emotional kriyas like crying or smiling blissfully anytime. It can happen together also suddenly crying and right after smiling for no reason or vice versa. Crazy eh! 
17. Increased creativity
18. Vivid dreams.
19. Changing sleep patterns. (There are times when I could sleep for crazy no of hrs in a day and then there are times when I just cannot sleep)
20. Change in food choices to get nutrients your body need. Btw I was almost a vegetarian and there were times I am digging into the Shells and bones. They were such high intensity spiritual experiences as if I turn into Shakti that is so fierce. It also made me understand my animal instincts. Very important lesson. Also, NO to alcohol and caffeine.
21. Removal of fears - I would jump at a sight lizard or cockroach or spiders but now they are my friends. Fear test by Shakti are a normal phenomenon too.
22. Change in TV habits - i was hooked to game of thrones initially and then suddenly I just could not bear the blood. During initial stages such program can invite entities too. I suddenly stopped it. It was a sudden shift. Now I just can't bear the thought of watching game of thrones or any such programs.
23. Visions. I see things the moment I close my eyes. I go to sleep with various visions. Now it's become a habit. Earlier I used to search for answers now I just let it be. They are beautiful experiences. It's very normal too.
24. Hearing various sounds (for me special one is the fairy ones when they showed me there presence) ☺️
25. Increased connection with Cosmos and Earth
26. Increased curiosity in various topics like science, history, language, religion, symbols, mathematics, crystals, spiritual awakening, chakras, patterns, Vedas etc (I am surprised about science, history never liked them in the past)
27. Love with geometric shapes and numbers
28. Being alone feels sooooo good!
29. Increased drive to help others
30. Increasing knowing of self... good and both both. Want to do self work till it feels right.
31. I could feel other persons negativity so easily that could tear me apart now learnt how to stay in my own energy.
32. Unconditional love for all beings (those we can see and those we can't). Forgiveness becomes much easier too.
33. Feeling that we are all same just going through different journeys
34. Connection with the other worlds. Please go through Chrism's videos and writings.
35. Seeing Colours, energetic vibrations with open eyes.
36. Heightened senses
37. Feeling the subtle shifts in energy (still need to work on it)
38. Increased or decrease in body weight and Feeling beautiful in your own skin. Helping me a lot.
39. Learning the importance of internalizing. On the surface we know stuff but unless and until we go through or internalize we don't understand the real meaning of it. Really Really important for the self-work!
40. Feeling at peace with oneself (this happens to me in intervals may be cos my work is still on)
41. Chrism's Safeties - no words for it, gotta follow them if you want to be on this path.
42. Other souls, animals insects get attracted to you!
43. Killing a small being like a fly, cockroach, ant, spider, anything that's part of nature is equal to killing a human! So, a big NO. At the same time learning that killing for consumption is ok because of law of nature. Not for fun!
44. Outer body experience (happened once, when I could truly feel my subtle body coming out, but sometimes I am just flying in dream) - not much experience with it
45. Connection with gods of other religion, they are all the same anyway.
46. Connection to fire, water, soil, plants, animals, etc (I went through that in stages).
47. Learning that you are complete and whole within yourself. You don't need others to complete you (esp twin flame, soulmate etc - for those who believe in these concepts)
48. Most importantly, More and more connection with the teacher and Shiva Shakti in the waking life. Like, they are always there to protect me but I need to obey too.
This is what I can currently think of. I still got to go through many more experiences I am sure. But I hope this is helpful to some.

Monday, September 9, 2019



Flames of Refinement
When we burn in these ways there can be very few options other than to suffer the pain and not resist the changes being forced by divine grace. We cannot run away as these flames come from within. We may not even be able to run from the triggers that bring this pain up such as a teacher or a friend or a circumstance or a situation.
The questions come to mind - Why must we be so pained when it comes to losing the attachments of the ego? Why must it hurt? Can we not move into the release from these qualities voluntarily?
Sometimes we can change within those areas that we are aware of and sometimes not as we are not always aware of that which is beyond the conscious ability to discern. So the Kundalini places us in situations and scenarios that bring up these issues for release. The analogy of "the flames" is that it often goes against our comfort zones to have this occur and it can hurt.
Change is rarely easy inside of this teaching. We enjoy our complacency of knowing who and how we are and we do not always feel the need to clean out from under the carpet those issues and elements of the ego that will often block our progress if not given the opportunity to be exposed by the Kundalini. We will happily go through life thinking that we are "fine just the way we are" with no need to change or modify our inner and outer environments.
The Kundalini will then force the issue if we resist overly much and from that level of enforced guidance we will resist typically even more. This is where some of the pain comes from. Other pains come from the understanding that we are not going to escape this and that we are not able to share this with others. We are alone in this inner cleansing.
With that solitary confinement it is even more of a painful experience as we no longer have the familiar structures of healing and happiness to lean on. We are forced to comply with the Kundalini and if we continue to resist then a Kundalini based fragmentation can occur. These can last for years.
So we struggle and we writhe in our inner agony. We lash out and we blame and we project outward from our own responsibilities in order to avoid or to discredit that which is forcing us to change. We try to run away from that which is within us as our inner demons chase us into circles of exhaustion.
A "star chamber" is a description of a place of extreme five body pressure from all sides. When the pressure builds to a certain degree the star bursts into its brilliance and shines brightly. It is that way with us as we enter into the Kundalini refining fire. The process itself though is quite difficult and when inside of a vertical ascension process it can be difficult to the extreme.
Do your best to surrender to the Kundalini or to the teacher it has assigned you. Do not resist the changes of your inner personality or your behaviors of the ego. Let yourself be given completely into the Kundalini grace and if the flames reach out to you embrace them right back and bathe in them for the brilliance of the burn will fade in its difficulty as you do so leaving a bright Kundalini star in its wake. - chrism

Friday, September 6, 2019

Snake Dance





SNAKE DANCE
Someday you may find yourself being forced by the Kundalini to walk in a certain way. Its a bobbing and weaving sort of walk. A gyrating and spiral way of moving within the idea of what we would call walking or standing still. This is the snake dance.
Named for the Shakti serpent that is bringing this to the individual. Some 30 percent of Kundalini activating people will have this occur within their Kundalini process. It is varied in its expression so not the same for everyone.
These are a series of Kriya, spontaneous movements of the physical body, that will not follow the commands of the ego self completely as a normal person would experience. The Kriyas blend into the normal modes of movement such as walking and in that blending the movement itself is changed. One may start to stagger or lean one way or another. Sometimes even looking a bit inebriated but that is not the case. Eventually a rhythm is found and so it becomes a dance.
Because it is a blending of control over the body at first there is a lack of coordination as the ego resists the movement and the Kundalini forces it. Eventually a form of spiral walking begins to develop. With head bobbing up and down and sideways as in the classic Egyptian side to side neck movement is mixed into the forward side to side hip leading, knee bending locomotive expression. It will often seem as of the individual is impaired in some way.
This is not a snake dance as shown through films or choreographed dance movements for a show or someone trying to worship the serpent through some human ego inspired dance routine. In most cases the person does not begin this willingly at all and is quite surprised to see that this is occurring. Also it would not be an easy thing to replicate as these are divinely inspired movements that are taking place.
This is not about holding a snake or dancing in front of serpents as is often depicted in religious or entertainment based programs. Happens to both men and woman.
It is a transitory experience. It can be frightening for the individual having this especially not knowing what it is and also frightening for those who know the person and wonder why or what has occurred to make this so. It is not to be feared rather it is to be surrendered to.
The expression is unique for all. It will not follow my description though there will be very strong similarities as this is not a dance that is taught through fancy footwork but rather a Kundalini phenomena and a tactile visual movement based expression of grace as it flows and blends itself into the body. It is a beautiful dance when it isnt resisted. - chrism